Oh well.. He finally knows it. Something that I thought I would just hide forever in order save all the friendships. Because this is the ending that I know will break me apart.

But he's right. How long can I hide from him? I can't possibly hide from him forever. I'm tired of all the hauntings. Is so torturing. Can you imagine having nightmares so often. And the nightmares can haunt you day and night? And I know I love him, and if the longer I drag, the outcome can be even worse. I'm so afraid that what the fortune teller say is true. Because if that's the case, then I would feel that whatever we've been through, especially the tough shits is all wasted.

But seriously, I can't lose any of them. All of them are too important to me.

I don't know what I can do now. I guess it wouldn't be the same anymore.

And I feel that I'll never gain back his trust. I'm sorry, I make you sob once again.. I'm sorry to lie about all this.

If time turns back, I rather I told you the truth the day you told me yours.

A relationship is based on trust. I hope somehow or rather, I'll gain it back.

I'm truly sorry, you know who you're.

This song, I listened to it the day you told me about yours. I'm dedicating to you now.

I really am just afraid to hurt you..

I'm sorry, once again.

xoxo