You appeared in my dreams again. And this time round is a short one. Somehow or rather, I still feel something. But like what I say in the previous post, let's just maintain the ********** that we shared.
If only I could like brainwash myself. Sis is right. The 4 years came too early, too early to settle what we want after the 4 years. Like there's no other way to move already then therefore break up is the only solution. Sometimes I wish that we never got back together after the instructor thing. Cause I feel like the devil in this relationship. And I'm bringing this guilt along with me throughout after that incident. And this guilt just grew stronger when more things began to happen.
I guess it's time to pack up. And move everything out. But still, everything seem easier said than done.
I hope you enjoy your trip. (=
Until the next entry,
xoxo
