Have you really regretted on any choice that you made? Or have you regretted on any advise that you didn't take? I had. And I guess I super regretted it by now.

Remember the part on the warning letter? Haven't got it, went to school today. Know what my teacher told me? He said, "What happened to you? Ever since after the holiday, you seem lost. You better start changing NOW!" And he stressed on the last word - NOW. And I'm feeling so fucking terrible. I know I'm not as motivated as I used to be. But somehow, I know a part of me still love the school, the peeps and the freaks. Oh fuck it!

And know what adds up? Is just family problems.

Problems after problems! FUCK!


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