Had a great night yesterday with boyfriend. Was talking to him about ours and my problems. We had a great 2 hours talk face to face and everything seem to be better for me already. At least, I do not have to keep everything inside of me, and when I really get trouble, I guess the emo emo thing will just come back anytime, anywhere.

And therefore, I believe that it's better to talk out everything than keeping everything inside of myself. And seriously, my boyfriend is very awesome!

And lalala, I'm so so so happy because I was bless!


But seriously, I'm seeking for You. And just wanting you for one Sabbath.

I seriously miss those days at Your place. Where I get to understand You and learn different things from You. I'm praying that someone will just bring me back just for one Sabbath. But I just don't know who to go to. Tell me who..