Happy 43rd Birthday, Singapore! You're so loved by me! Muacks!

I don't feel well at all. I feel very vexed, horrible, terrible, difficult, disgusted, stupid, and blah blah blah. I just don't feel well at all!

I haven't really spend my time at home, and I'm wondering how does Mum feels when she is alone at home. I really feel like taking a break from work especially. Somehow, it just disappoint me to see true faces of people. And especially when I've heard from others that this person is great and blah.. How can people just be so faked in front of you (and is so freaking obvious), don't they feel anything? And why should people take advantage of people? Work life! I've so much to mention yet no words is coming out of me to describe it. It suck, you know?

Boyfriend boyfriend, where are you? I need you so much!