It's finally 2 and a half year for baby and me. Hopefully, the rest of the days will be a happy time for me, except for the ESDDS test? Which i have totally no confidence of.

Had a fulfilling Tuesday night with my baby. I started to share with him how Christ has place a part in my life at then, and now. And I guess, he has accepted the fact that I still believe in Christ, which I won't forbid. I may be helping in the bai bai ceremony at home, but that is what I do to respect my elders. Because I'm not born a Christian. So I feel that I still have to obey these elders who do their part to give birth or bring me up as what I am today. Also, we shared a lot of laughter, mindset about life - friends, families, work, etc..

And we did talk about school. I told him that I actually kind of regretted choosing Marine at my main subject. Because when class starts, it's really something that will kill my brain cells away. And I also begin to wonder what should I do if I make it to Poly? What course should I take.

It's like, what adults always say, and which I believe is true:
Jobs that pay you well, requires you the knowledge, the passion, the seeking of learning more. I won't deny that I decided to choose Marine is because I know that it does pay well. But what I didn't know is the amount of fact you have to know, even before stepping into the shipyard.

Gosh.. I feel so like in a friend's position. Who couldn't decide what to do when she was graduating. And maybe it may be her turn to ask me the questions I once asked her, when she was stuck HERE.