yesterday was terrible. you know? the red day is here again, and i'm screaming off the pain in silence. whole day, fighting the pain alone. allowing the reds to just flood like that but having the cramps on and off. and all i feel was, taking a knife to cut everything out.

so there goes my plan of paying aunt a visit. =[

anyway, we've just started talking. and i think she did realize that i'm sick. coughing and coughing all day. haben been easy for me.

straights off for 2 days, looks more like 2 mc days for me. tomorrow gotta start work, straight 5 days. she's back, and i have to start debating again.

holidays will be gone. so soon..